How would you feel if someday, you knew a secret that has never been told..? Until now. When u found it out urself. How would u think...

Well, that's how I feel now. But the worse feeling is, knowing that you've been backstabbed by the people you call family. People who you will turn to when you are in trouble, people who will support when no one else will, will be there for you when you need them the most, they will love you more than anything. Right now, the only thing I know is.....

Should i even think of them as family, meanwhile.. all this time they were selfish and never thought of us but themselves. If only i could.. i would have just forgotten abt them. But they are my family, loved ones.. i hope all this ends well.. and fast. Its giving me sleepless nights.