Its back to square one. He's back again after a year or two? Not exactly he came back. But things related to him. And when i tot that everything is left behind and forgotten. Trying so hard to stay away from him. There's always something that pulls us back together. Whether we like it or not.

Definitely im trying so hard to stay away. Cos i know.. between us never actually began.. We started as friends and we should hav ended it as friends.. but unfortunately.. somebody is too jealous or angry that he cant be the person to be my lawfully wedded husband.

We werent meant to be.. what u expect. Stop making this hard for me. But no, u have to make it hard for me. You have to follow it ur way. You never once tot of me.. how i feel, why im doing all this. Is revenge that sweet that you want more than what you already have now. Im living in guilt and you're still not gona forgive me?... so egoist. So typical you boy.

Move on.. which i think u havent. You're my bestfriend, one way or another. And i know how you feel right this moment but you need to forgive me. Let me be your friend again, so carefree. Soo easy. It was easy then, why it be that easy now too.. Its the past. Let it pass us by.

Im sorry.