Right at this moment. I'm missing a very dear friend of mine. He was always there to listen to my personal problem.

He even knows when I'm having those personal problems. I dont know why, but with him.. I dont feel uncomfortable. I can simply tell him everything. Now that school has ended. I dont see him anymore. And it sucks.. There isnt anyone for me to share this with.

When life, actually feels like getting better. There's always something that will ruin everything. Now life isnt feeling so good nor happy. Im feeling like i'm not appreciated again. It was better then.

Always gettiing all moody. What is wrong? What did i do to be treated like this? Hmm.. Everyone is tired.. But please think of other people's feelings.

Hah! Shits happen. All i can do, is swallow it. Even if its poison. If everything was just care-free. Like last time, when i was 15? There wasnt any big deal problems like this.

No use looking back. Things wont change and cant be altered back. So dont bother.