I dont know whats going on...
Im like fucked up.
What did i do wrong?
Did i do something wrong to him?
Well, he's not replying to any of my msgs..
And i notice, everytime i chat wit him,
He will go offline...

Goshh.. Its freaking shit feeling not knowing what you have done wrong and suddenly people are ignoring u.
Why cant people just be straight forward?
Tell me.. Dont make me feel guilty.

Dont let me make my own assumptions.
I hate judging people. Now im judging myself. What sins have i done to received this kind of treatment..?

I know life isnt unfair. But why must this happen to me..? Why not somebody else?

Did i did it again? Hurting another one for wat i am now..? Its enough wit 2 guys, now one more?

My past wasnt good. But watever it is now.. Theres notink i can change it. Dont make me suffer one more guilt. I couldnt even be forgiven by 2. Now one more...?

I never wanted to hurt anyone..
I love my frens alot! And i dont want to lose them bcos of something that i cant change and do anytink abt it.

None of them is willing to forgive me. I never meant anyting to harm u. Just be my fren. Is that so hard..?

My sincere apologies to the people whom i've hurt these past 3yrs or 4 yrs. I love you guys but our friendship is just as precious to me as my family.

You guys just dont understand.

hEartsx,
zAza.
xoxo

*Thanks for the memories.