I was reading through the posts i've written. I realised something that i want to share.

Back to post: My Apologies.

I think now i know why the guys dont even want to be my friend. If i were to be in their position. Seeing the person i've loved married somebody else. When all this while i've waited for that person to be mine. It's gonna hurt alot. U may actually breakdown.

Hmm.. May i need to understand them too. I love them, still am. And always thinking of them. Like hows life and all. Just hoping that all is well.

And yea.. I think i dreamt abt one of them last night. Im not sure who but in my dreams i felt that this guy sitting beside me is somebody i know for quite some time. Cos i was comfortable wit him. I didnt felt like he was a stranger. I guess i worried abt my frens too much. And the guilt too. Haiish. If only i could change some things in life.....

I broke people's heart. How can i feel complete when others arent..?
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•Always am sorry. Always hoping for their friendship.

Friendship can end up into love. But love can never end up wit friendship.