January 23, 2010 ♥
Can something be more precious than your own life?
Can something be worth the pain and tears you tolerate and shed for?
Can something means so much to you that you're willing to die for?
Feeling of lost when it's not there with you?
Knowing where it is but still worries?
Always thinking of it before you do something?
Will you feel upset when you cant give anything to it but just your love?
When you feel like you're not worth its love?
When you thought that you love it more than it loves you?
But knowing that maybe, you are wrong?
That maybe it loves you more than anything in the world.
To knowing that, even in a million years,
You'll never regret loving it.
Though times were never always good.
And tears are all you can give,
And sacrifice was never a burden.
But just to see it smiles, anything in the world you would do.
To selfless and never selfish.
To think of it first rather than yourself.
To push away all the hardship,
To give it a better life.
To help it along the way.
To fight with it through this life together.
To promise to love forever.
To never give up though one fails.
To bring happiness no matter what it takes.
Love.
Its makes you become like this.
Just for that one person.
That person who is worth your love.
Your sacrifice.
Your tears, your pain.
Though you think, along the way.
You may fell for someone else.
But to knowing and reminiscing back the past.
You'll see that no one can takes his place.
When years and years of getting so used to it.
Its harder to let go.
Though sometimes my ego take over me.
My pride, to not show people that i'm weak.
But deep inside, i think i am.
If someday, i had to let him go.
I'm not sure if i can.
Will i be able to accept fate?
Everybody dies, but when his time is up.
Will i be ready? Can i accept it?
Or maybe the other way around.
When my time is up,
Will he be able to take care of everything?
Will he be able to survive without me?
Will he find someone new?
Life is scary, if only you could know.
When your time is up.
Atleast you can make the last few amendments,
you want to do in your life.
To be able to live with life without regrets.
If only we could know....
`zAza. <3
The Details. ♥
♥ Just mE & tHem.
*22 this year.
*My baby boy, Waidi.
*My hubby, Eddy.
"What's life without them?"
"NO LIFE, They are my everything."
