November 24, 2009 ♥
I'm happy cause New Moon is coming very soon. =) I really excited. Seriously. I've waited so long for this movie, hope its worth watching tho. Hmm..
Anywaes, i feel bad cause i told Ms Stella about Puven not coming and always taking MC, and he was asked to be sent back to school. IMMEDIATELY.
How would i feel now. Haiish. Only god knows. But if i didnt tell, it will be worse. If thee company itself complaint to ITE, Puven will definitely flunk, that's one. Then he will have to repeat another 6months for IA Attachment. Secondly, All of us will get affected too. And then, next time no more ITE students for Attachment.
They told me it was the right thing but i still feel so bad, its like i stab my friend's back. Haiish. Shit. Now I wont get to see Puven anymore. It will definitely feel different. Alot different without him at work anymore. I hate to have to bear this burden as an IC. Its really stressing, everything these people will come to me. And if i dont have answers, its worse. And even if i have, im also trying to cover up their ass. Haiish. If i told the truth, they'll think im abusing the power but if i dont tell the truth. I'll feel like shit cause i'm lying.
I dont know if it was good that Mr Steven has chosen me as the IC. I dont know if i really deserve it. I didnt even want it in the ferst place. Haiish.
Im just feeling shity. I need to think of something to relax myself. Till next time then.
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** New Moon. =))
My boyfriend.... Soo handsome. Hmm.......... *dreaming* *winks*
The Details. ♥
♥ Just mE & tHem.
*22 this year.
*My baby boy, Waidi.
*My hubby, Eddy.
"What's life without them?"
"NO LIFE, They are my everything."
