November 1, 2009 ♥
Happy 31st Birthday. There was nothing much I did for him unlike last year. But I did brought him a cake. Just us family in the house. It's more than enough tho. =) Hope that me and my small little family will have a happy life and that we will always be togeda if life gets tougher. Loving my boys always too. =)
Here is something i dedicate to my husband and babyboi. =)
Its notink much but that's how much they really do mean to me.
Most importantly is my babyboi then my husband.
He is my life now. All i need is Waidi.
Without him, I wont be like this.
You know, some people asked me. Why after giving birth, tho it's painful and all, why do most mothers say it is worth it. Because the child itself is worth dying for. You struggle 9months to carry it around. It isnt worth it? What ever you do, where ever you go. The child follows you for 9 months. What would you feel? He even felt your burden, your feelings, he even shared with you what you ate. Doesnt it matters? It does. Everything we did togeda for 9months, it meant something. It means alot to mothers.
Some people are also wondering why we are able to be patience with them even if it breaks our hearts. Because they are still our child. Without them, there will never be happiness. Some people say, they wont get married. Marriage is not important. Well, those people are stupid. Seriously. Having children is not because that someday you will get old and want somebody to takecare of you. Having them is happiness. No matter how much it hurts but someday they will make us proud. And that is the part when you will cry tears of happiness.
They are never a burden. They are our obligations. Someday, when these people get old. And then they will see, everyone will smile with a child or grandchild in their arms. Then they will understand the true meaning of children. They are the people that will heal your pain, will make you happy, will bring you happiness and they will also give you hope. Hopes and dreams that you never thought it was possible.
A gift from god than can never be bought by money. Having your own children is a joy that can never be forgotten nor be replaced. There's nothing else that you could asked for. Their laughter, their smile. Where can you find it without them? Seeing them grow and learning new words each day. It makes you feel proud and happy. The joy we parents feel for our child is more complicated than just happy. Happy is a simple word but if there is any other better word i could describe. I would.
Love them and never regret loving them. And even if things get tough, be there for them till death we will part.
Loving him always.
I will see him again in heaven. ;)
The Details. ♥
♥ Just mE & tHem.
*22 this year.
*My baby boy, Waidi.
*My hubby, Eddy.
"What's life without them?"
"NO LIFE, They are my everything."
