March 2, 2009 ♥
Exam's next week!!! haiish. stress.
ive not been studying. shits.
ive not been studying. shits.
hahs. went to sch jush now wit hafis n
sid. but the rest nvr came.
wahlauei. like idiots u noe.
but nemind. tmr goink sch again.
Man oso goink. And sam also have to go
and buy sch clothes. soo... goink wit her.
hahas. bored to death sia.
have to entertain noty boi play soccer.
haiish. hopefully sumdae he wil
be a good soccer player.
seriously. if not.... ishk.
hahas. soo demanding uh.
okok. no la. just hopefully.
if not play other sports la.
watever he likes.
alot has been goink thru moii mind lately.
but not all is abt me.
ive been thinking abt wat sam told me
just now. either way i choose they are still
moii frens. there are good and bad.
but im alittle afraid if i choose the other
side. wat if tish side gets hurt again.
it will be back to square 1.
but if i dun side that side.
then that side gets hurt too.
either way i choose. one will sumhow get hurt.
but i realli want all get back together!!!!
but all i think abt is the future.
how the future will turn out. better?
or just back again?
i dun wan them to hurt each other.
but i like it when they were togeda last tyme.
just the fact that the past may repeat itself.
is the phobia. u noe....
i dun like moii fren gets hurt and being soo
heartless. but if not moii fren wont be
the person she was again. n become someone
knew. which is alittle bit shity.
mixing wit lesbian and all. eEeEe... hahahs.
okok. 
wats gonna happen to all of us?
how future will turn out for us?
ever tot of it? i just did.
wat if we make the wrong mistakes
again? life will just gets worse ryte?
but wat if we make a good decision?
but ended up dislike wat he choose?
hmmm.... sumtimes life is complicated.
it wont alwaes turn out to be how u wanted it to be.
soo be prepared for the worst. ryte?
i dun tink im ready. but i have to be.
i tink too much is it? =)
probably ryte. but yea.
still... gotta be ready.
physically and mentally.
yeahh................
life is not that simple soo..
we cant be too simple minded either.
teehee. =) borink how life cud be
when ure older. shit mans.
how i wish im still in primary sch.
seriously. mayb i wont be soo stress.
thinking abt everytink around me.
hmm... hopefully when i wake up tmr.
moii mind will be more clearer. yea...
haha.
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♥ Just mE & tHem.
*22 this year.
*My baby boy, Waidi.
*My hubby, Eddy.
"What's life without them?"
"NO LIFE, They are my everything."
