wEee..~! Sch starts already. coolness. i misx sch la..
haha. k. counting down the days till i have to go attachment.
haiish. stress. im afraid or mayb not confident u noe.
8 more months to attachment. tad's fast u noe.
realli fast.

hmm...countdown was cool. even baby wasnt there
to celebrate wit me AGAIN. this year. hmph.
but atleast i get to enjoy a nite off from babyboi
and everytink. just wit moii darls. hmm.. thx guys.
u made moii dae. tho i got the ferst bad news of the YEAR.
fuck. hmph. just ryte after the fireworks. wth.
these people can never let me live moii life. haiish.
damns. idk why. hmph.

until when i will step down. i wana chill n raise moii child.
like normal pple. hmph.. haiishh.. k forget it.

anywaes.. pass moii FTT.. finally. and now i can book for
TP. but. its too early. serious shit mans. in 2 months time.
wth. i cant finish all moii practical in 2 months.
im busy too u noe. hmph. soo.. i'll have to wait till june.
but its ok. hopefully get moii license b4 moii bdae.
=) hehes. k.

im feeling kinda hapie. idk why. hahas. in fell in lovee.
AGAIN. hahs. heyy! don get me wrong uh. of cos wit moii baby.
hahas. just feeling like i fell for hym again. hahs.
i miisx hym. hahas.

i wana have a 2nd child. =( *sobs*. but i cant. too many
obligations. i still need to support baby wit the financial.
and i still wanna further up moii studies. hmm...
too many tings to tink. stress. but im afraid.
if waidi will feel...... u noe.. like i lovee the baby more
than hym. but of cos i lovee hym too ryte.

nemind. the dae will come. mayb in the mids of everytink
im getting a baby. i dun care. hmph. lol. insyaallah.
=) best wishes to me. haha.