November 20, 2008 ♥
♥ 11:47 PM

wat is ur problem hazreel? u want to challenge me?? ko kata ko keras kpale? aku agik degil uh. if i say i win.. means i win... and u better listen. u never use ur bloody brain. aku bkn nk gado dgn ko. tapi sape yg bole uat ko sedar apa yg ko uat skrg. ey, for once think abt sch. tolak tepi keje. ey, din nya situation lagi terok dr ko. tapi dia dtg tau. he makes an effort. are u? ur parents are still supporting u. they are still there for u.
how bout din? do u even noe? how bout me? do u even think? ko nk kata pasal transport money?
do u know how sickening and bloody fuck moii life is. but ive never complaint. wat ive been thru is a world different from yours. Im 18, and i have a son to support. or shud i sae moi husband has to support 3 of us. even we dont have a house. his pay is never enuff for the 3 of us. compared to u. just transport fare! fuck. wat u take to sch? bus! shit man. its so expensive. woow! sumhow i think im taking the same transport as u. and i pay 50cents for every ride. but sumtimes i do take mrt too. so, where's the difference? ohh.. mayb the concession part. hah. wanna why i dun take concession because i dun wan to waste 20 over dollars but only use half of the time only. its a waste isnt it? hmm... no ones life is free from problems.
" IF TODAY IS ALREADY PERFECT THAN THERE'S NO USE FOR TOMMOROW." think maturely haz. u want me to treat u like a kid? or a baby? keep nagging at u? pleash stop all this shit la.
dun be selfish and strong headed egoist. people gives u advice but wat u do wit it? take and throw it. im here talking as a friend. u dun make me treat u like A SON. u dun test me haz. dun wait until its too late.
for now, u can give all the reasons and watsoever. but when u have probs like mine. a path tad u can never get out and only u, urself CAN and HAVE to save ur fucking sorry ass than u'll noe. u dunno wat is called "bad". been there, done tad haz. u may nt believe wat i say. but tis is the beginning of being "bad". ferst you forget sch. after that.. evrytink. i went thru it b4 u did. and if u realli want to save ur sorry ass. u better change for the betta. u dun care abt urself but we do. try to think wat we are trying to sae. put it in ur bloody head. degil biar bertempat hazreel. for sch...? dun be STUPID.
u can never rewind u noe. do u tink wat u're doing is correct? haha. look at urself in the mirror. and realise ur mistakes la dummy. im sick and tired of nagging. i never want to nag but u are getting WORSE. and u still wanna be strong headed?? haha. u idiot fool. u think u can handle everytink urself. u tink tad u can run ur own life. tink again. u still young. still immature. im not trying to be rude but u tink tad "
its ur life, u rule over it." haha. make me laff. make everybody laff. u tink tis is wats best for u. slack in ur studies. dun tink ITE is not strict, u can take it for granted. hmmm... well, tad's wat u tink. i dun even think.. tad u have the initiative to think. probably u never even think. damn. yea.. u never think. tads y ur nick name is
"brainless"... sorie la haz..
im not trying to be a bitch here... but im trying to make u see. and hopefully u get the message wat all of us intentions are. YOU'RE SLACKING. and u still think u r doing the right thing. well done haz! hah. when will u wake up. ya.. probably u think that everytime u have a point, we wont believe u. its not tad we dun believe u but u need to compromise. think think think think.. and think haz... everyone has probs but we are trying our best to settle things. it has never affected our studies. it doesnt even have anytink to do wit sch. never mix 2 things togeda. argh! fucked up sia u. cb. fed up sial. just think thru carefully la. make ur choice...........
ohh yea.. and did i tell u that because of moii fucking mistake i made in moii life. i made everybody else around me suffer. all because of me. now.... why do u think i wanna change??? duh~~!! "I DUN WAN TO UPSET PPLE I THAT I LOVE ANYMORE."
well.. i guess u probably dun even understand either. mayb cos u're still immature? hah.....
The Details. ♥
♥ Just mE & tHem.
*Known as Zaza.
*22 this year.
*My baby boy, Waidi.
*My hubby, Eddy.
"What's life without them?"
"NO LIFE, They are my everything."