hm.. the song that started it all. how Eddy dreamt getting married to me. and here i am.. yes.. married to hym and happy wit hym. eventho we had our fites and wat so ever. but soo far.... it turns out pretty well... goink back later.. =( borink la.. i dun wanna go back.. i rather stay here than be there. i got no frens or anytink to do. hmph... borink la.. anywae.. i miisx the ol days with hym. u noe... marriage life and relationship life.. is soo much different... the relationship life is more sweet u noe.. cos probably u're afraid to lose them.. but now that u're stick to each other. u dun think of such ting u noe.. hahas. but this part of moii life is a more difficult step in life.. cos now i realise alot abt marriage life. u cant risking it. u dun wan it to be left wasted u noe.. if u undastand.. once u're MARRIED.. u wont want to just give up without doing anytink but boyfren-gerlfren.. u can just give it up cos u're not tied up to each other. u can jus break up and patch again ryte? marriage? its more complicated than that.. so no matter wat u still have to bear with all the obstacles u'll be facing. ok2.. stop talking about marriage and watever. probably u're sick and tired of listening to the same ol ting la...

so anywae.. moii court will be in a few days.. im feeling abit scare and mayb alittle impatient. cos.. i believe the faster the day goes and the faster the case closed. the better atleast u wont feel so anxious and scare u noe.. but i tink its just fine. notink like goink to jail or wat. soo ok.. have to withdraw the money soon.. haiish.. the feeling is like.. EXAM sia... like that feeling u never study and the exam's tomorrow that kind of ting... hahs. k la.. have to go.. update u again soon.. BTW! btt sooo slow sehh... haiiyo! i want to pass quickly u noe.. haiish.. MANN.... dun forget to call me uh!