hmm.... wondering why im sighing.. well. as u can see.. moii court is in a few hours time. an i just cant sleep. that feeling is like shit u noe.. then u'll start tinking all those horrible things. haiish.. scary la sehh.. all im tinking about is waidi. no one else. he is the most important person in moii life. haiish... i cant stop blaming moiiself u noe.. hari raya is coming and everybody is busy wit cleaning up the house and everyting and here i am. tinking of sumting soo bad.. hopefully its notink. i just have to pay fine. argh....................... the feeling.... OMG... fed up u noe. have to go feeling like this. why did i do this stupid ting. now look wat i've done. i've made a big problem. pray hard that everytink will be ok. =S


"waidi.. help mama pls. give me hope and luck. hmm...."