well.. 10 more daes till moii birthdae..
and wat i get from eddy again..
quarrels..! fuck isnt it..? heyy.. u said
u were bz on moii birthdae ryte? ok la..
u hurt me once.. and nw again..
wat else u want.. make me kill moiiself.
im sick and tired of all tis child's play la eddy.
i got no time wanna go pujok u and everytink la.
u never had tad time for me.. so shud i even waste
any of moii time for u. ok la.. fair treatment
isnt it? u wanna play tis fucking game..
why not.. i can play it too.. a game called...
"hard to get".. hah! if you're expecting me
come and console u and everytink.. its too late
already.. ive had enuff. i've alwaes been the one
who gives in.. its time u learn wat does it means
giving in..

i wasnt tis bad la.. until i knew u.. hah!
u never seemed to "amazed" me with ur pathetic attitude.
thanks la for all tis pain you've caused me. its
really enjoying... u never change.. still tad
bloody attitude.. how much u've hurt me.. u never
even knew.. i was such a good actor u noe..
maybe i cud try for Suria or sumtink.
sumhow... the werld around me notice it
but YOU...? sumone whom i expected
more from.. gave me tis shit. i dun understand y...
y u... of all people... its u... i tot i found sumtink
in u.. mayb i expected too much from u.. tad i
probably tink tad mayb u're not the one for me anymore.
but Sammi told me tad.. "Dont ever quarrel
with sumone until u feel regret knowing hym."

I dun wat else u want me to do... ive been soo nice..
so good.. so patience wit u... but i duno wat makes u dun see
tad ive sacrifice soo much for us... tad u dun even wanna
celebrate moii birthdae wit me.. tads one ting..
another ting is u dun seemed to be the guy i
used to know already. u've changed..
no more sweetness in our relationship..
its like after marriage u left tad behind.
u didnt take it wit u... u tend to be more
serious and grouchy.. alwaes getting in bad moods..
and serious talks.. im bored wit all tad..
i know you have responsibility.. i have it too..
but why cant we have a little fun along the wae..
u never tot abt tad.. im still young.. and im turning
18 soon... and all i get is stress, headaches and
heartaches.. u will never be nice..
no matter how many chance i gave u... and still..
notink has changed in u.. just more bad attitude.

enuff is enuff la eddy... i cant alwaes keep
reminding u.. u need to change.. almost 3years has
passed eddy.. dun u make me stop loving u ok.
if ive made tad choice.. u can sae gdbye to Waidi ok.
dun u dare try me.. then u will regret ur whole life.


`moii cries are nothing to you anymore..........