Todae seems to be a strange day and left me wondering why
the qns was asked.. hmm... Moi classmate Din...
out of the sudden asked me.. "u dun wanna flirt anymore?"
then i was like... "what?!" wat kind of qns is tis ryte...

then i asked wat was his motive to asked tad kind of qns.
and he replied me... "no.. its just like u got married at a
young age and if u were to live for abt 80yrs old.. tad means
u will spend 7 over 8 of ur life wit tad one prsn.. and u onli
spend 1 over 8 wit urself." mayb to hym.. i may have not realli
enjoyed moii life as a teen. but to me.. i dun feel tad way.
i dun feel tad im at the losing end. if Eddy can provide me
wit everyting and be a good husband to me. why shud i be
complaining. am i ryte? he doesnt beat neither he control
moii life. its already good enuff tad he gives me to study
further.. like sum guys they wont even let their wives work.

so.. why shud i take advantage of moii husband's trust.
he trust tad i can take care of myself and i dun wana go beyond
the line. i love hym just the way he is. =) we've gone thru
alot and im not gonna ruin it just bcos there are tons of
handsome guy in moii school.. doesnt mean they're handsome..
they have a good heart..

ive prepared moiiself for tis marriage and motherhood.
im not gonna back out. all moii life ive alwaes committed to
one guy.. why now shud i be bored wit tad one guy i love alot..
ive gotten used to being so loyal to one. tis wont bother me.
i can alwaes make frens.. tad's the limits. notink more than tad.

i love moii familie alot. i wont want to give up all tis jus bcos
i tink i still want freedom. which i dun want to. im taking
tis course also bcos i wanna have a betta future for moii
familie. and earn a betta living. its all for Waidi's future.
His school and everytink. i need to help Eddy to provide for moii
son and probably moii other children if i have any.
Prices are goink higher.. if moii husband is the only one working..
we wont have enuff to support everyone. im doink the best i can
for tis familie. i dun wanna ruin it.

Moving on wit moii past. ive given up moii old "buddies"..
Things have changed alot. just me and moii gerlfwens. =)
me and moii darlinks. frens are just frens....